Ahh, again...

Vada and Olivia think that the kid I like likes me back... I dont know why they think that, but Olivia said he looks at me out of the corner of his eye and smiles, I dont know if that means anything, but I would feel really good about myself if he liked me, if anybody liked me... let me rephrase, If anyone CUTE liked me...lol...

AHH!

I hate the way I look. Emma has all these photos on her blog of the Riverside trip, and everyone looks good in those pics except for me, I'm so ugly. But when I try to telll people the way I feel, they all come back with "Oh, your hot!!!" Ya right, thier just saying that.... becuase I know that I am... it also makes me sad becuasse thats why guys dont ever like me...sad, becuase I like someone who is way out of my league....